The final two days of NaNoWriMo and some of us have
fallen to the wayside, bloodied and muddied, pens and printers empty of ink, bodies convulsing with anathesaurus shock while febrile comrades shout out
they’ve completed their goal early.
Bastards. Me, with two days left,
there’s 3260 words needed to meet my goal, which for the non-NaNo savvy, means
about 300 words better that the minimum daily requirement.
This year, rather than a novel, I decided to write
a daily short story. It’s elegant to reduce a theme to a defining moment, not to mention that a writer of long fiction needs to
churn out shorter works too. However, I
tend to get caught up in my novels and neglect shorter forms. I faced NaNoWriMo with trepidation that I
couldn’t do this thirty times over. My
fear wasn’t that I couldn’t do it well, but that I couldn’t do it at all.
The oddest thing happened. Nearly every night this month, I’ve had a
vivid dream which, the next day became my Nano contribution. If you’ve ever kept a dream journal, you’ve
probably amazed yourself with the range and clarity of your imagination. But not every November morning was a vivid
dream day for me, so the Butler tossed out a topic and off I went, no problem. The dream experience seemed to prime the
creative activity in my brain, and stories came.
Silk sock yarn. |
Great for me, eh?
I dream my Nano into being like some type of New Age psycho. Well, it’s not that idiosyncratic. You can structure this process by giving
yourself a pre-sleep suggestion. Or
recognise that this is a normal way of writing.
That whole staring into space part of creating. Going for a walk. Playing Patience (Solitaire) until an idea or
phrase works itself into being. (Me, I
knit weird socks.)
The essential factor in all of this is to
relax. To let it happen. To trust that you have inside that noggin of
yours the ability to express. That means
stop thinking about blog hits and trending topics and punctuation. Simply let your voice spill onto the page
without censor.
So how did I do in my Nano? A story a day, as required, but at some point
my brain connected themes from the separate stories. Then juxtaposed characters and put them into
the same world. Dramatic arcs sprouted. Yesterday, I caught myself filling in a
pre-novel extended synopsis grid.
As I was knitting a weird sock this month and
waiting for a sentence to straighten itself out in my head, I tried to figure
out how many stitches made the total sock.
I’m not great at doing mental math, so never got the answer, but I did
see a correlation between the type of brain that patiently click click clicks
out hundreds of thousands of stitches for something as common as a sock, and
the brain that tap tap taps out hundreds of thousands of words to write a novel. It’s the long haul type of brain.
Hairy nipple sock. |
However, that brain can knit what is fondly called
in my house, the hairy nipple ankle sock or stay the course and knit an
over-the-knee silk stocking. The
essential process is the same. It’s the
design and the desire that makes the final decision.
NaNo’s taught me that I can write a short story a
day. I'm not sure which
direction my Nano 2013 will grow now, but if we knew in advance where we were headed, it wouldn't be fun at all.
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